we had adventures..
..and we had fun!Well.. I havent really wrote much on my blog so none of you really heard about Jake.
We had been going out for almost 6 months but as of march 18th we made it official that we are just going to be friends. we had been praying and thinking about us for some time and we decided that we believe it is God's will for us to just be friends. The night before we spent several hours talking, crying, and laughing together. It was a reallyyy hard decision. But we both knew this was God will for both of us right now. we both still really care for each other but want God's will.
One of the hardest things for me... is when i see him, i cant think... oh, theres my jake or want to run up and hold his hand... i cant spend time and talk to him like i did before. I have to change my mindset which is what im having the hardest time with seeing all we have done and been through together..
I knew some of you knew but not all of you so i decided to let you all know.
On to a happier subject..
..i am at mtc [the new tribes missions training center] with amber, dj, and jaylea. thats how i am spending my spring break. :) very relaxing and im really enjoying all the time i get to spend with them:)
Jaylea turned 1 March 22nd! :] it was almost a year ago when i posted about her being in the hospital on Easter day. Its so awesome to see her grow! She has realized how vocal she can be and is on the verge of walking.. she's almost got it. :D i will post some pictures of her in another post.. it will just be easier that way.. :)
