Camping!

well, we're all back from the camping trip.....safe and sound! :] I have to make this post fast...cause I have loads of school to do! :]
wow....it was amazing!!! At first, I was suppose to do junior church, and wasn't going to make it, but then, after much prayer and calling around....Mr.B decided to cancel junior church this week so Caleb and I could go! :) which I was very excited about!!! So I know God wanted to me to go, even tho it seemed like I wasn't going to be able to!
I loved Josh's Lessons! About finding your real identity! And like, how they were sorta talking about in the skit, people/family/friends having high expectations for your life or giving you false identity's. that is sorta whats happening with me......mainly with some friends. But, like, lately, it seems like their plans for my life, I have to follow! yah I know, it sounds crazy. I just realized how much I listen to them. Pretty sad. But it definitely opened my eyes to see its not my friends choice to tell me if I am going to bible school this year........or to wait. I have heard so many peoples opinions, and I wasn't sure if its just their voice, or Gods! I wrote in my journal this weekend, how it seems like everyones voice is way louder then Gods, and thats all I seem to hear! I know I should try and be following Gods plan/will for my life, but, im getting them all mixed up! hmm, I am not sure if this is making any sense, cause as some of you that went...I've been going on very little sleep this weekend! hehe! But all this to say....even tho I am missing so much that I learnt.....I am so glad God had me go on this trip.......cause I was able to just hand the problem completely over to God and trust Him that whatever His will is....it will be done! If I go to ntbi this year...awesome....if not..its ok...I will just work for the year! and so I was able to have a good time...besides the cold...haha!! Its about time! hehe!!! So, yah.....the camping trip/Josh's lessons helped me a LOT!! :) even tho I seemed to write like...nothing...hehe...I am so out of it....and just talking talking talking....augh...I better go to bed....I will put pictures up later.....as of for now.......night! :]
p.s...thank you all for praying for me!!! :]